Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Pictures!!

As a special holiday treat, I've decided to include some pictures I took at work over the summer. Here's one of my favorite pictures of a honeybee gathering pollen from swamp milkweed (Asclepias incarnata).

The next is Meadowsweet (Spiraea sp.). This one caused me a lot of trouble to identify, because for the first few weeks after I found, I only had the leaves with which to identify. It went into my logbook as "unknown species X" until I was able to ID it from the flowers.

Special thanks to my sister for helping me edit.

End of the year reflections, part 2 - Religion

In my previous post, I talk about reconciling my complex political conditions. Similarly, I have tried this year to reach some sort of closure about my religious beliefs. For the 2007-2008 school year, I served as social coordinator for the Catholic student group on campus. I came into the position somewhat by accident, and I ended up being in charge of some very large events with attendance that was far higher than we expected. Of course, there was a purpose to having social events as part of campus ministry, since the process of gathering as a Catholic community (or any religious community) helps to promote interaction, and hopefully, a stimulation of faith. Everyone knows that food brings people together, and this fact became even more apparent to me in my role.

However, something just wasn't right. For the past few years, I have known that I have had disagreements with Catholic teaching. Some of them stem from my political views. However, I find political differences to be quite minor compared to some of the other problems I encountered:

  • Is it really necessary to pray to the saints?
  • If God loves us so much, why is there evil in the world?
  • What exactly is transubstantiation? Do the bread and wine 1) physically become body and blood, 2) take on the spirit of body and blood, thus still tasting like bread and wine, 3) coexist as body and blood and bread and wine, 4) exist as both body and blood and not-body and not-blood are the same time, like a Schroedinger's bread-and-wine-in-a-box?
  • The ultimate question: If I don't believe everything I'm supposed to about the faith I identify myself with, does that mean I'm going to hell?

I'm not going to state everything I've learned about all of these questions. However, I will say that, after months of deliberation, I still take pride in calling myself a Christian. I believe in the life of Jesus Christ and that belief and following in him will lead to eternal salvation. That said, I also identify with the Roman Catholic tradition. Do I believe everything that Catholics believe in? No. But there's definitely a type of relationship between God and human that I've found in Catholicism that I haven't found in other faith traditions. It's not a simple one, and it's one that has taken me several years to understand, but I know that I like it.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

End of the year reflections, part 1 - politics

The first time I had a blog three years ago, I wrote a series of reflections at the end of the year. Since I'm going to be on vacation in a few days and will not have guaranteed internet access for over a week, I will attempt to bombard you guys with articles about some of the things I've come to a conclusion about in the past year, inspired by the spirit of Christmas.

Conclusions about Politics

Those of you who have known me for a very long time know that in the past four years, I have gone from a diehard conservative to an activist for Democratic candidates to a Ron Paul libertarian cheerleader to someone who seriously considered registering as a socialist. I can't believe I'm saying this, but I voted for a "major party" candidate in the presidential election this year. Since that fact alone probably comes as a surprise to many of you, I am of course not going to tell you who that candidate was. But I finally came to realize the fact that there was not a single candidate whom I could trust with carrying out everything I believed in. Although some of the lesser-known candidates came pretty close, I found myself having to prioritize certain issues over others - and that was what I was missing all along. So, even though I care deeply about, say, repealing the farm bill that requires all livestock and some fish to have a bar code implanted in them, I had to recognize that that law really isn't a priority right now. Being able to prioritize issues is something I'm really proud of, because although I have always considered myself an informed citizen, I have had to struggle with the fact that I'm a political anomaly. So, this really was a great development for me this year.

As any blogger should be, I am obliged to comment about the onset of Mr. Obama's presidency. As most people are, I am excited for the new ideas that he will bring to the White House, and his election was definitely a step in the right direction. However, although I am not a political analyst by any means, I do have some words of caution about his presidency. I feel as though all this fanfare has caused many people to believe that Mr. Obama will enter office with this gust of sweeping change that everyone will love and enjoy. We'll get out of this economic recession quickly, his exciting new vision will swiftly motivate congress to work towards new heights in American progress, and Europe will love us again.

I'm sorry, but that's not going to happen. When change happens in America, it doesn't come easily. It just doesn't. In fact, I predict that whatever Obama does, people are still going to lose jobs as a result of his actions. People are going to be angry at him, and people are going to wish that McCain was president. The unfortunate thing is that when this does happen, or when the Obama administration does suffer a failure, the "agent of change" image is going to come and bite him in the butt. I'm not saying that Obama isn't going to do great things. He will, and I am pretty sure of that. However, what I am saying is that so many people have such high hopes set for him that when anything slows him down, people will either start saying that 1) he's not living up to expectations and is thus a failure or 2) cranky Republicans, predatory capitatlists, and Catholic bishops still don't like him and are putting all their efforts into subverting his message of wondrous change. Like I said before, Obama has the potential to do great things, but let's not label him just yet.